Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
I wonder why days go too fast.
If He could give me another tomorrow,
I won't waste it for sorrow.
I'll let you and everyone feel my love and prescence,
Because tomorrow might be a permanent absence.
Thank Him because he gave me a person like you.
I'd miss your voice, laugh, smell, and every little stupid thing that you do.
You helped be through the times I'm sad,
You let me realize when it is my bad.
I don't wanna leave you, I shall stay with you no matter what.
Still want to experience laughter and tears, if my life wouln't been cut.
All the memories; good or bad, will forever remain in my heart.
If only I could turn back time and pause,
I wouldn't have let it end that way, I wasn't ready to go.
I don't care if all my hopes and dreams flew,
`Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
We never spent much time together,
Don't worry, someday, you'll be with me forever.
As I walk away and do my final breathe,
Don't shed any tear.
Don't lament nor feel sorry,
`Cause my agony is done; fin'lly.
I'm telling you guys, he is no boyfriend material. :|
I really dunno what happened to me or what i ate that made me fall for him easily.
Nah, wutta stupid little lady.
Here. Yesterday, he made friends with me. I accepted his apologies, but of course, I ain't forgetting his foul actions. He ruined my life, and forever it will remain my heart.
" Celine ! `Lika dito, may sasabihin daw si Mark."
I turned around. The one who called was his friend. Hesitantly, I came closer to them.
" Sorry na. Bati na tayu ah." Mark said softly.
I gave him a quick nod without saying anything.
" Bat parang galit ka pa ?" he asked.
I frowned a little and shook my head. And then I walked away.
I already forgave him for reals. You know, I'm not that rude, I can easily forgive. Especially when I know that they're truly sorry from the bottom of their hearts.
-After that sorry portion.
I was sitting on the bench with my girl group, when his friend called my attention again.
I turned my head, and saw that he was sitting on another bench with his boys.
" Oy kung pwede daw maging kayo!"
Fvck. He's already abusive. If only he knows how regretful I am with the past.
I said no. No, whether it hurts him or not. It's a solid NO, baby. ;)
And you better accept it.
I've already done my part. I'm contented living my life as a single lady for now. :D
Contented being friends with him again.
Ps. You know, you can always count on me ;D
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Epal kasi eh, nakita nang busy ako, pota, hindi pa nakuntento, ngbuzz pa. Kundi lang naman kasi tanga eh. Haha.
Intindihin mo nalang kung naging relentless ako ngayon. Pasensya ka, kung ayaw mo, better back off xD. Matino ako sa matino, gago sa gago.
Ako `yung tipo ng tao na hindi torpe. Gusto ko, nasasabi ko lahat. Hinahanapan ko lang ng tamang pagkakataon. Hindi ko kasi trip yung pagkikimkim. Wala sa diksyonaryo ko yon, lalo na `pag masakit na talaga. As in, `yung tagos sa puso. Haha :D Kaya eto, dinadaan ko sa pagsusulat o kaya pagttype.
Siya nga pala, mas bihasa ako sa pag-tatagalog. Kaya nga naisipan kong tagalugin `to eh, para mas maipahiwatig ko nang maayos ang mga gusto kong sabihin.
Okay, balik sa usapan.
Tamad akong magtext. Sorry, hindi ako nahawaan ng virus nyo. >:P Mas mahal ko ang computer. At nagrerebelde ako `pag binawalan. Lalo na kung alam kong ako ang nasa tama :D
Madali akong magka-crush, mahirap mapa-inlove. :P Haha.
Ang hirap kase sa mga tao, kapag sinagot mo kaagad, iisipin nilang malandi ka at easy-to-get. `Pag naman pinatagal mo pa, sasabihin nilang pakipot ka, at baka maunahan ka pa.
Hay nako, ewan ko sa inyo. Haha. Basta ako, wala akong pake sa mundo. Susundin ko ang puso ko >:D
Mas gusto kong ka-bonding ang friends kesa family. Limitado kasi ang galaw ko kapag may kasamang kamag-anak. Komportable ako sa mga kaibigan ko.
Tamad ako sa gawaing-bahay. Pero minsan natutukso akong maghugas ng pinggan para matuwa ang ermats ko XD. Haha.
Consistent honor student ako simula Nursery hanggang Grade 4. Grade 5 hanggang ngayon, wala nang medalya. Nakatuon na ko sa computer eh. Pero pinagsisikapan ko parin naman eh. :]
Marami akong pangarap. Hindi mo mabibilang, haha. :P
Ay, may pahabol pa pala. Galit ako sa mga taong ma-pride. Akala mo kung sino, wala namang maipagmamalaki. Walang pinag-aralan, walang modo, kanto boy.
Prinsesa man ako sa paningin nila, mas komportable akong makisama sa mga simpleng tao. `Yung mga walang masyadong ek ek sa buhay :)